Felt like doing a Q+A/FAQ thing on this here journal. Just ask me as many questions at your hearts content either by comment or note and I'll get to answering them as soon as possible on this journal (the asker will be kept anonymous)~. :U

Well happy halloween you guys.~
Haven't dressed up in 13 years lol. So yah more or less a cosplay instead of some scary costume =B.
I have a costume this year as Zatsune Miku. But I really doubt its interesting despite people went gaga over it. >>

Anyway.
Been having personal problems which is currently affecting my functioning on things and DA and leaving me physically and mentally stressed. I'm uncomfortable announcing it publically and out in a journal since its a real personal issue and not LOLDARAMA4PAGEVIEWS.
Been trying to find someone to talk to but only if you want to (I really doubt anyone does since no one reads shit like this in journals).
If you do then either note me or [for those of you who know my yahoo] chat on yahoo.
that is all
ciao

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2008 came and went and as much as I hate aging, its life that this old fart gets older.
I'm very greatful for the fanart, support, commissioners and friends I got over the years. It never ceases to make me happy when I have an ordinary conversation or when I just get fanarts. Thank you very much you guys~

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Well yeah next week from today,October 13th, is my birthday. Goddang I'm growing ooold~
Anyway art teacher is now really pissing me off. She now is targeting me and my friends in class who are proud anime artists and she's yelling at us about anything even if its perposterous (ie telling me I can't sit and draw yet 5 other students in her plain sight are sitting and drawing).
Yesterday she checked our art journal. Its a mini sketchbook and its like our mini diary but with art instead of text. On day 1, she said we can draw anything we want so long as we don't turn it into a comic book (aka its a storybook of images). Upon checking it yesterday only then did she say that FANTASY/ANIME DRAWINGS ARE NOT ALLOWED. Guess what? I'm screwed cause in my normal time I draw anime. She complains at me but I told her that on day 1 she did not tell us that and she claims she did. Then she makes an example out of me by humiliating me in front of the class. It also hurts considering I spent time drawing them and she only flipped through them so quickly without ACTUALLY LOOKING at it and all the details.
That isn't necessarily "you can draw anything" and I don't know why no one in class said anything against her. Me and my friends decide to not stop drawing anime in our journals just to piss her off B);;.
And I know some of you may be saying "well just be glad she isn't failing you just cause you draw anime" Which thank god she doesn't do but her constant actions of humiliating me are just as pestering as either way it will be a crowd of eyes staring at me because I've been made to look like a fool for something I am not responsible for. Besides if it weren't for fair grading and such then I know she would. I swear if you ever revealed to her that you draw anime, imaginary or fantasy art and its at least distinguishable, she'll annoy the crap out of you.
Anyway I'll be on the comp less so I can work on realism *cough drawing objects cough* so she can stop bitching at me despite telling me that my realism skills are already superb (lolIdoubtit).
Thats all for now~
Ciao

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Well there were family issues that happened around the 20's of September as my aunt passed away from cancer. So I had to attend the funeral and burial service, paying many respects to her. Its a shame I never really got to see her (last time I saw her, I was very young). I felt really bad for her mother who was weeping and mourning so much after the service and the fact I was a well behaved child only made her cry more because it reminded her of her daughter.
So I'm still very down about it and the fact my art studio teacher hates me isn't helping. So no surprise if I just lag on some stuff but I'm just not in the mood at all to do/work on artwork.
I'll update once I get better but for now I'm still mourning over the loss.

Dearest respects,
Auntie Ellen
1966 - September 23, 2009

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